Oh my! How did I even make it through this week?! It is weeks like this that I think 'I'm not old enough for this much responsibility!' I made that statement to a couple of people at work and they laughed at me. Maybe the more appropriate statement is that I don't feel old enough for all this responsibility, because we all know that I have a very important birthday coming up!
The only way to successfully make it through this week was to take it one day at a time, better yet one hour at a time! If I dared to think ahead to the next day, or try to comprehend the amount of work that needed to be done before the end of Friday, it seemed impossible.
Girls may understand this more than you guys... but this was a bad week for unexplainable errors in thinking. The tasks that you do daily purely out of habit somehow become difficult or forgotten. Did I put conditioner in my hair already? Did I lock my car when I got out? The car keys are found in a spot that I've never put them before; so what was I thinking when I evidently hid them from myself?! Okay, so that makes me sound a little bit crazy. But when you are constantly at a dead run I think the mind just needs a break!
I spent a couple of evenings in a zombie like state. I locked myself in the house and away from any further contact with people. I stared at the television mindlessly. And I don't really remember much more than that. With God's strength I made it through with my mind, body, and soul still intact!
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